10 weeks

AM is 10 weeks today and sometimes I still can't believe she is our daughter.   She changes everyday and we become slightly more adept at being her parents each day.  The crying I talked about in my last post has abated a bit however, at least once a week I do find myself in tears.  It is the strangest thing, the twelve months before her birth were filled with so many changes and ups and downs in our lives, she is the culmination of that year and I guess sometimes I cry  tears of joy that she is hear and sometimes I cry tears for all the changes we had.  Now I know that sounds like a lot to place on one little soul, but I don't mean it in that way.  I mean that our family as it is right now is exactly how it was always supposed to be.   Easy to say now, eh?  Not so easy to believe those three previous years, that is for sure.